Oooh you're a naughty mess

feeling good/ sagged a little when out but imbibed a large latte, extra shot and a litre mineral water/ shall drink another 4 litres or so today and intend to retire to bed for mammoth sex session in a while/ am determined to do whatever it takes to beat this low self-esteem/ whilst i did pretty well sexually during mine and the albatrosses year off i could have done so much better/ some of the most divine women would approach me but my manner would blow it for me/ i'm bitter and remorseful, therefore/ this time last year, at the rise festival, i could've seriously got it on with three hot girls: a blonde swede, a black girl and an aussie who was fittest of all/ and what did i do?/ showed no interest and blew it with all of them/ i'm such a fool/ i have my moments and when i'm in the zone i'm very successful/ but there were so many fit girls last summer i could've taken advantage of and blew it because of my utter lack of self-esteem and vilely poor self-image/ well...