Friday 7 March 2008

have dramatically cut my drinking down: 2 glasses red/ eve, plus new diet of fruit, fish, rice and salad washed down with flagons of iced water; i feel phenomenal; whilst i still have can-pangs occassionally, i ride them out, remembering the feeling of lightness i now experience in the morning/ gone too are 4am suicide fantasies, sweating, and my weight's dropping off/ i'm also working damned hard at my poetry/ nice/ but, how long will it last?/ watch this space...