doin' ok/ fell off the booze wagon in a major way - a four day bender involving countless bottles of wine and whiskey/ finally to bed at 1830 monday to wake suicidal tuesday at 0200/ h'ever battled thru college yester and felt ok when got home/ to bed at 2000 and miraculously slept till 0445, rising at 0555/ now drinking tea and trying to not think/ ease...

booze break's broken - yester 3 bierz and 1/3 btl whiskey/