off work with some strain of 'fluenza/ not an unpleasant morning though/ felt so shoddy yester spent most of the day in bed sleeping/ and whilst the previous night wouldn't've helped (2 btls wine; 3 cans lager; 2 bags v strong smack; 30 mg codeine) i am ill/ anyway slept right through the night, rising at 0930 to call in sick/ this morn. 've been listening to cab calloway and charlie parker and drinking tea/ i'm now sipping a glass of very pleasant shiraz and listening to more parker/ outside rain falls, in all a very peaceful scenario/ relax...

i virtually never use these jours/ however today i 'copped' and oh my good golly gosh....the cheap foil is of a good thickness, the cheap lighter has a strong flame and the gear is exceptional/ 13th floor elevators are on the headphones and a state of bliss pertains/ i sometimes think if there is such a thing as god, he has occasional moments of benevolence/ believe...