off to regarding-hab/ drinking's got bad-bad with behaviour that mirrors/ i've to wait a while as the wheels of the national health turn leadenley, but when ppl say if my father had money i'd ask him i reply in the words of withnail: if your father was my father you wouldn't get it/ humm...anyway all else is well/ many records arrive daily, which is gr't/ been stocking up on, as john peel would put it, the old blues masters (tho' i find that phrase pretty annoying)/ youtube.billyshitcheese has it's first subscriber, which is exciting/ i just need to sort out my computer and upload some stuff/ off to procure are-ex soon and then who knows/ currently reading hallelujah, the shaun ryder story which is something to do, like/

doin' gurd/ down to 7.5mls methadone thus the fin is in sight/ just been for long walk with the alba which was pleasant/ not drinking too much: last days 1 btl rouge and a cpl beers each day/ doing v. well at work so might stick it out and go for a manager's position/ i guess most jobs are pretty terrible so what the fook, like/ listening to tricky, maxinquaye, one of my favourite albums/ i've been listening to it for 14 years and it never gets tired or old (rather i never feel it does, innit?)/ v-'s stille on a tea-total tip so...well, it'll keep me off the spirits tho' i doubt he'll make it further than mid-next week, and i say that with benevolent optimism/ oh my...