Oooh you're a naughty mess

muckin' finted/ day 4 sober/ only 'd 3 cans yester. and waking felt some degree of ener'y/ when yr always drunk you don't feel drunk, you just feel shit, no ener'y, a blanket betwixt you and the 'world', so this represents an improvement/ i worry parce que i've tried to quit so many times, as i did with heroin, but keep failing/ as soon as i start to feel better i relapse again/ h'ever this time feels slightly different/ watching the video for live with me, massive attack, really shocked me and took away any notion i had left that drinking was worthwhile (pour moi)/ listening sly, massive attack/ about to make coffee and embark upon another day...