Oooh you're a naughty mess

doing ok, it being the early morn./ up since 0510 as bed at 1930 la nuit d./ listening to bellini, la sonnambula, and drinking coffee/ going to college today of necessity (forms for continued employment &c.) then straight home/ anyway it does me well to leave the pit/ cannabis psychosis kept me house-bound for the worst 2 years of my life so lassitude brings foul memories/ my diet continues to armour my mental health/ feel better every day, anxiety at bay, paranoia (near) gone/ clearly quitting vodka's beneficial/ i can't even look at a bottle of that shit without wanting to puke/ hmm.../ anyway, hope this spell lasts/ i believe it'll last longer than my attempts to quit because i have other shit to do/ i'm thus quitting by diversion, not concentrating on quitting/ we'll see...