Oooh you're a naughty mess

waking d'late with mind ravaged by raw winds of hate & not purely in consequence of booze/ e.g. yester drank only 2 sml whiskies at 1200pm then four small beers whilst i tidied and cooked supper/ not having much to concentrate my mind the last few days is a factor/ from a show a week and then a very busy christmas and new year i'm now in limbo awaiting my next show/ should really work on applications and try and find interviewees but i'm not/ not glutted on porn, booze or drugs lassitude must be the cause of my negative mood/ this morning even the snow failed to move me, p'haps because i went to bed at 730pm, woke again at midnight and thence suffered broken sleep till 815am/ currently drinking divine coffee and listening to capt. beefheart/ money money money...