Monday 3 August 2009

feeling so much finer/ no booze in one whole week, throat better, almost completely, spirits restored &c/ will cancel work this eve as don't want to risk it - have to be better for college tomorrow/ keep this up & i'll be fired but whatever - some actual bad news'll be a refreshing change from all the bollox i fabricate in the mind.../ i mean what's the worst that can happen?/ any road, i'm on that twain - off to the doc.'s this after to get some cognitive behavioural therapy, get some control over the myre of my thoughts/ listening to the excellent nilsson schmilsson par harry nilsson, herbie flowers on bass/ very nice/ so yeah gonna do the 28 days detox and don't think it'll be a problem/ booze is a good boredem killer but in excess it's a true kunt, a true true cunt/ out...

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