Wednesday 4 March 2009

dropped another 2.5mls methadone yester and as per went on a two bottle vodka binge, whiling away the after upstairs blathering shit to my neighbours and smoking pollem/ i then returned home, necked a 'fatal' dose of anti-depressants and went to work/ i made it as far a e- before realising i'd loose my job if i turned up in that state/ so i went to house of m- but no one was there/ the door was open so i sat on the couch for a bit and freaked when i realised the furniture had changed and that perhaps someone else now lived there/ i left, tried to steal a side of parma ham from a deli and then bought a cpl beers for my homeward journey/ memory fails me after that/ i woke at 0530 to the dawn chorus and've been reading since/ rock 'n' stroll...

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