Tuesday 13 November 2007

indeed, so life for me has become a constant balancing act/ i am no longer (indeed have not been for eight years) able to function without the alba/ life is weights and measures/ my existence with her is far from perfect but the year we broke up i was take to points of despair i've never experienced (and do not wish to experience again)/ h'ever these desparing moments were related only to the thought of her being with someone else/ i didn't (apart from the sex) miss anything about her/ but i do crave an existence free from her petty concerns/ i dunno.../ if i was more secure in myself i'd've been off years ago/

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