Oooh you're a naughty mess

as paul butterfield once said, 'ahm, drunk ageen' (to wit, 'i'm drunk again')/ started far too early but it is a disinhibitor and as such reveals one's genuine thoughts/ i cannot be fucked with bullshit (unless it is my subtle form of dissembling)/ i'll sleep in cardboard in a fucking graveyard rather than suck bitch dick/ watch me/ and i ain't gonna go the suicide route/ let them win?/ FUCK that...