Oooh you're a naughty mess

fun yesterday/ only 7 500ml cans stella but plenty hash and some of the strongest heroin i've ever smoked/ i can usually smoke 7 bags and i'm fine/ yesterday i shared three with a mate and we passed out/ this particular batch is of ridiculously high purity, the powder almost white/ i don't know why the quality has improved so suddenly and dramatically/ it's been far better for a few months now, but the stuff i got yesterday was absolutely phenomenal/ what really surprised me was the effect it had on me/ i've been smoking heroin daily for three years now, my habit peaking at 10 bags a day, and of late my intake has been fairly high (typically five bags a night), so for a bag and a half to completely wipe me out makes little sense to me, but only because my experience of gear is relatively low purity stuff/ and this is true for most/ true quality's been up to 30 percent of late, which has been great, but yesterday i imagine it was closer to 70 percent/ near white and overwhelmingly powerful/ my mate was vomiting, but on the back of what he said was one of the best experiences of his life/ my heart and head both tingle with emotions (anticipation, longing, need, excitement, all tinged with sadness and worry, for the batch will run out and will it be as good when i score today?)/ i shall certainly get some more/ the quality is just phenomenal, the powder just off white and so fine/but it won't last for ever and so sadness comes in (but it does so like the tide, i guess, so whatever)/