Oooh you're a naughty mess

i must learn to deal with my anger issues and not waste any more of my life/ i feel trapped by my dysfunctions/ what can i do?/ i've tried counseling but to only slight avail/ the impact was mild/ but perhaps i didn't persevere for long enough/ i was, after all, attempting to reverse a very long trend/i should therefore try again/ i found anti-depressants to be the most effective treatment/ citalopram, which enhances serotonin production, i found the best/ indeed when i take ecstasy the petty jealousies and hang ups i harbor, and which eat away at me, disappear/ thus the types of thoughts i obsess about are determined by the lack of a certain chemical/so i am wasting my life not taking this drug/ i remember the vast improvements in my mental and physical health when i was taking citalopram/ the period i was living at home with my parents after a particular incident with the albatross was the happiest of my life/ all the horrible mental torments i exert on myself disappeared/