Oooh you're a naughty mess

feeling rather rough today/ intake last night: 2 rocks, 4 bags heroin, 1/2 pint stella, single jameson, 1 bottle table wine, 1/4 bottle rum (20cls)/ i speculate it is the mixture of wine and rum/ 'ha ha ha' people often say, 'what about all the other shit?'/ well, people, when i take the other shit sans alcohol i feel fine when i wake the next day/ it is most pleasant having decent gear/ i 'gouched' (the state of extreme relaxation, verging on unconsciousness, which accompanies a pleasant smoke) severally last night/ currently reading 'inside mr enderby' by burgess/ have decided to start reading regularly again/ i feel so much better for it and my writing beneits enormously/