Oooh you're a naughty mess

intake last night: 2 bottles of wine, 5cls whiskey, 2 cans of k cider and 5 bags of heroin/ had a vile argument with the entity re: sex (or lack of)/ one of the main reasons i find heroin such a useful instrument reader is it's ability to completely shut off my sex drive/ bizarre?/ well no considering i have a girlfriend who has no interest in sex whatever/ this is infinitely frustrating/ but with no sex drive, there's no frustration!/ what a wonderful world/